KariannaMay

I really have always enjoyed art. I love painting and drawing. I may not be very good at either but I have always enjoyed coming up with ideas and trying to picture how it will be in my head. The only thing that holds me back is my frustration at not being as talented as I would like to be. One day I want to be able to do little sketches and have people enjoy them. To be honest I want to be able to sell one of my drawings/paintings and actually be proud of the out come. So I have decided that I'm going to try and work on my art once a day. Even if it's just doodling at first. I have to start somewhere. I'll probably post it all here and pleas

I don't know if any of you will read this but I have been thinking about doing commissions lately. I've talked to a few people about it and they say I should and that my painting abilities are really good. To me this is the only way that I could possibly make money doing the things that I love. I'm just not quite sure if anyone would actually want anything from me. Does anyone have any tips that may help me make my decision?

I've come to the conclusion that I should not be allowed to write stories. Usually they are depressing as fuck and I end up killing people in them. Is that a sign that maybe I'm a little messed up in the head? I don't even think I could write something with a happy ending even if I tried. The point of this whole journal is that I want to get back into writing stuff. Even if it's just short little stories every once in a while. My only issue is that with school about to start I don't know if I'd be able to put in the time and effort for yet another hobby. I mean I'm already pretty obsessed with painting, although it is one expensive ass hobby.